Ascending to Darkness

Ascending to Darkness:
As I look now upon the road that I have traveled I see clearly what I set out to become. If only I can remember how sorrow and happiness feels to experience my life, if I can call it thus, would be a heaven compared to this dreaded hell I suffer now. But nay, it is not so, my path has changed its course and from this course I will not stray. Not as I did before.
The time of my coming to this world is now long past, the happiness that once was in living and life itself filled me. I was a young elf, in elven years, who was in awe of the power of the unknown and unseen. The energies that flow through all living and dead, existing and not are all around awaiting to be tapped by one skilled in the art of, that which humans call, the Arcane. …