You know I often tell myself that when something bad happens that it's one of gods little ways to test our faith. For I have always been taught that when the unfortunate does happen that he would always walk with us no matter how bad things may get.Well I could contradict that, What are the chances of pissing off EVERY single person you come across on a daily basis? I mean I swear that I must have a special talent for this. (Parents freeze) I mean you saw my father, he makes himself out to be some Yale graduate when according to my mother he barely graduated high school. I love my mother but not once when my father got upset did she ever stand up for me. Sometimes I wondered f she ever cared at all. (Parents frozen in light are replaced by Mike and Juli) Mike...we were best friends for along time. But things always had to be his way. I had enough people telling me what to do than to add another so as you can imagine we started to drift apart as friends. Where as Julie is a kind hearted soul whom with whom I wish I got to be closer to. The only reason's why we were really friends was through Mike. I cannot see anything but jealousy when I see them both because I would give anything to have loving parent's like they had. To have parent's who love and encourage me wait I know what your thinking..Michelle right? Michelle is an angel with whom I love very much. She doesn't love me she pities me, I can see it in her eyes. She is the kindest soul that I have ever known and therefore do not deserve her. Father can't you hear me? Where are you? Have I done so wrong that I have angered you as well? Well if I upset everyone around here this much and cause them to be that miserable I understand what must be done.…
